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For some reason the music I am listening to is making me reflective and in the mood to write....
Last night I had a dream that I was up at KU and a part of the college. I plan on going on a road trip up there, parentless, within the next few weeks. Anyone up for joining me? I just need to get away from Wichita. I want to visit all of my KU friends, maybe go to a party, visit some dorms and talk to some honors program officials. I think it could be fun. I would suggest this weekend but the impending ice-storm and the fact that classes are not in session prevents it from being an option.
As far as everything else in my life goes.....? I feel like everyone lately has misinterpreted me for who I am, and I haven't been given a chance to explain myself to anyone. After awhile, I just give up. I really think that it is completely worthless to have to explain myself to people who jump at every chance to believe I'm a terrible person. I have too much pride for that.
Lately everything has seemed so.....unreal. Living life has been a huge blur. Perhaps that can be remedied by not falling asleep through everything? The only time I'm truly awake is when I"m working (something I've been doing way too much lately). I'm going to have a 72 hour paycheck (wow, nice!). This next week I only have 25 hours. I intend to clean my room, sleep, hang with the family, and sleep some more. Maybe take care of some other outstanding things.
Oh, and I missed school today because of food poisoning. No idea where I got it, don't ask.
Last night I had a dream that I was up at KU and a part of the college. I plan on going on a road trip up there, parentless, within the next few weeks. Anyone up for joining me? I just need to get away from Wichita. I want to visit all of my KU friends, maybe go to a party, visit some dorms and talk to some honors program officials. I think it could be fun. I would suggest this weekend but the impending ice-storm and the fact that classes are not in session prevents it from being an option.
As far as everything else in my life goes.....? I feel like everyone lately has misinterpreted me for who I am, and I haven't been given a chance to explain myself to anyone. After awhile, I just give up. I really think that it is completely worthless to have to explain myself to people who jump at every chance to believe I'm a terrible person. I have too much pride for that.
Lately everything has seemed so.....unreal. Living life has been a huge blur. Perhaps that can be remedied by not falling asleep through everything? The only time I'm truly awake is when I"m working (something I've been doing way too much lately). I'm going to have a 72 hour paycheck (wow, nice!). This next week I only have 25 hours. I intend to clean my room, sleep, hang with the family, and sleep some more. Maybe take care of some other outstanding things.
Oh, and I missed school today because of food poisoning. No idea where I got it, don't ask.