Death

[winkrox]

My cousin killed himself today. He was in his 60's. I think. I haven't seen him since I was 10? 12? He always sent me birthday cards and a check for $35. I always sent a thank you note and felt really guilty cashing the check. I feel even more guilty now. But not sad. Just really guilty like...I should of reached out to him. I should of made more of an effort. He was making one. I guess nothing is that black and white. It's weird though.

I wish people would stop killing themselves.