UGGG Friggen UGG
it's been awhile I know....but I'm way too upset to update on everything good....
GOD, I hate that my BF hides stuff from me, it's like he's lying right to my face. I can honestly say, I hide nothing from him, he knows everything....he has access to snoop through my stuff anytime he wants to.
But his problems in the past have led me to not trust him as easily.
And, he knows that... yet fight after fight, he still goes back, GOD!!!
I have enough problems with my own fu%*ing self esteem. I don't need him to LIE to my face and tell me I'm pretty and hot, and sexy and all that shit!
I know I'm a FU()$NG FAT UGLY OGRE!!
He has to time and time again go looking for other hot chicks to oogle, it makes me want to throw up!
Fight after fight, he tells me I'm crazy for thinking he's looking, yet time and time again, I FIND HIM HIDING THEIR SLUTTY PICTURES ALL OVER HIS COMPUTER!!!!!!
Now he's hiding memberships to slut sites, GREAT JUST GREAT!
I hate it,
I don't want to marry someone like this, and he just doesn't understand that.
I mean, I CAN'T, I'd end up killing myself cuz my husband truly thinks I'm as ugly and as fat as I THINK I am.
GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SAVE ME FROM THIS AWFUL PLACE!!!!!!!
SAVE HIS STUPIDITY AND FRIGGEN KEEP HIM FROM LYING TO ME!!!!!
I can't seem to get it through his head, LYING to me, makes me MORE ANGRY THEN TELLING ME THE TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't ephasize it enough. I'm so upset
I
will just
be
going now
who knows if I'll be back to type
later
GOD, I hate that my BF hides stuff from me, it's like he's lying right to my face. I can honestly say, I hide nothing from him, he knows everything....he has access to snoop through my stuff anytime he wants to.
But his problems in the past have led me to not trust him as easily.
And, he knows that... yet fight after fight, he still goes back, GOD!!!
I have enough problems with my own fu%*ing self esteem. I don't need him to LIE to my face and tell me I'm pretty and hot, and sexy and all that shit!
I know I'm a FU()$NG FAT UGLY OGRE!!
He has to time and time again go looking for other hot chicks to oogle, it makes me want to throw up!
Fight after fight, he tells me I'm crazy for thinking he's looking, yet time and time again, I FIND HIM HIDING THEIR SLUTTY PICTURES ALL OVER HIS COMPUTER!!!!!!
Now he's hiding memberships to slut sites, GREAT JUST GREAT!
I hate it,
I don't want to marry someone like this, and he just doesn't understand that.
I mean, I CAN'T, I'd end up killing myself cuz my husband truly thinks I'm as ugly and as fat as I THINK I am.
GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SAVE ME FROM THIS AWFUL PLACE!!!!!!!
SAVE HIS STUPIDITY AND FRIGGEN KEEP HIM FROM LYING TO ME!!!!!
I can't seem to get it through his head, LYING to me, makes me MORE ANGRY THEN TELLING ME THE TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't ephasize it enough. I'm so upset
I
will just
be
going now
who knows if I'll be back to type
later