whirlwind in my mind
phew... I had my last wind symphony rehearsal last night until next semester, AND my last drum corps rehearsal until Jan. 11th too. I don't know what I'm gonna do with myself next tuesday night! HA!
Boy what a wierd night though. Drum corps was great, got to have pizza and beer after rehearsal. (Man I love that group) Although getting a kiss from Richie on the way out threw me for a loop. (he must have been a little drunk)
But oh man, then all I could smell the whole way home was his cologne, driving me mad! I don't wanna smell like RICHIE!! AHHH!
Anyway, that's over, but last night I had the strangest dream...
I keep having dreams like this though. And every time *Houston* pays an ounce of attention to me, I have some kind of dream about him trying to ask me out on a date, or being on a date with him. ::shudder:: It's creeping me out!
I don't know. I just can't get him out of my dreams. GRR! It's not like I'm unhappy it is just like "POOF" here I am to make you crazy.
Oh well...those people I am in Wind Symphony with will know who I'm talking about.....it buggs me but I can't think of a better nickname for the guy to disguise his identity. HAHA, even though I don't think I really wanted to anyway.
....Still can't believe Richie kissed me goodbye.....wierd...and he kept calling me hun...directors aren't supposed to do that!
::shudder:: Everything is truly a whirlwind in my mind.
I really really really miss my former trombone teacher Tim, I miss him soooo much, I just ONCE want to have some freaking free time from work on a Monday, Wednesday or Friday so I can go see him, but NOOOO! None of the stupid fucking old bittys I work with will work past 2:00, so I can't get the time off. I always have to be in to work for 1:00 every fucking afternoon. Except for Tuesdays, but big whoop. He's not there on Tuesdays. I guess I need to get my ass down to the Amherst Brewing Co. to see him perform, if I want to see him at all. (I really don't want to bring Jim though, but I can't go by myself!) I need a wing-chick ha that just sounds funny. It would be awesome if I could go down there with Brett and Jon, or something, cuz someone Tim is more familiar with is better. Besides, then I can get drunk and not have it feel like a waste.
::sigh:: I miss Tim, it makes me very sad.
Most of the people I thought were my friends, are like half ignoring me if not even realizing I exist anymore, since we used to hang out, but whenever they are "hanging out" I'm not included anymore. Does anyone realize, I DON"T have to bring JIM EVERYWHERE I GO?? Hello? If you don't have room for 2, at least invite ME anyway.
I'm such a sad soul. How pathetic is that.
Oh well, *Houston* you really need to get a clue, and either do something, or stop touching me, CUZ YOU'RE FREAKING ME OUT!!
till later, (I'm probably gonna end up dreamin about him again, UGG!)
Boy what a wierd night though. Drum corps was great, got to have pizza and beer after rehearsal. (Man I love that group) Although getting a kiss from Richie on the way out threw me for a loop. (he must have been a little drunk)
But oh man, then all I could smell the whole way home was his cologne, driving me mad! I don't wanna smell like RICHIE!! AHHH!
Anyway, that's over, but last night I had the strangest dream...
I keep having dreams like this though. And every time *Houston* pays an ounce of attention to me, I have some kind of dream about him trying to ask me out on a date, or being on a date with him. ::shudder:: It's creeping me out!
I don't know. I just can't get him out of my dreams. GRR! It's not like I'm unhappy it is just like "POOF" here I am to make you crazy.
Oh well...those people I am in Wind Symphony with will know who I'm talking about.....it buggs me but I can't think of a better nickname for the guy to disguise his identity. HAHA, even though I don't think I really wanted to anyway.
....Still can't believe Richie kissed me goodbye.....wierd...and he kept calling me hun...directors aren't supposed to do that!
::shudder:: Everything is truly a whirlwind in my mind.
I really really really miss my former trombone teacher Tim, I miss him soooo much, I just ONCE want to have some freaking free time from work on a Monday, Wednesday or Friday so I can go see him, but NOOOO! None of the stupid fucking old bittys I work with will work past 2:00, so I can't get the time off. I always have to be in to work for 1:00 every fucking afternoon. Except for Tuesdays, but big whoop. He's not there on Tuesdays. I guess I need to get my ass down to the Amherst Brewing Co. to see him perform, if I want to see him at all. (I really don't want to bring Jim though, but I can't go by myself!) I need a wing-chick ha that just sounds funny. It would be awesome if I could go down there with Brett and Jon, or something, cuz someone Tim is more familiar with is better. Besides, then I can get drunk and not have it feel like a waste.
::sigh:: I miss Tim, it makes me very sad.
Most of the people I thought were my friends, are like half ignoring me if not even realizing I exist anymore, since we used to hang out, but whenever they are "hanging out" I'm not included anymore. Does anyone realize, I DON"T have to bring JIM EVERYWHERE I GO?? Hello? If you don't have room for 2, at least invite ME anyway.
I'm such a sad soul. How pathetic is that.
Oh well, *Houston* you really need to get a clue, and either do something, or stop touching me, CUZ YOU'RE FREAKING ME OUT!!
till later, (I'm probably gonna end up dreamin about him again, UGG!)