terms....
I have been taking this time to think about things. So far, my self esteem is really not suffering like it was. I can't even begin to thank God enough for bringing me to that point. I have become more confident, and less insecure.
I decided to drop him a note sayin, I was thinkin about ya and wanted you to know that I care, and don't forget about me, lol. I hope he got the lightheartedness I was trying to put forth with the help of my best friend.
It seems so, since he's been dropping me little messages here and there about his day and wishing me well in my endevors for the day. Which is awesome. Shows me that he cares still.
I have talked to my sister about things and I feel better too.
Even made friends with this guy at work and have talked to him about my feelings too, and everyone is helping.
I think I finally feel like, if this is going to happen, it's God's plan, and it will happen. It will.
I don't think that connection I felt was my imagination. God put that in motion for a reason. Maybe he had us move fast so that Rich could realize he needed to take some time to fix things, since he thought he was fine, and found out he wasn't really ok. I don't like having to be used like that, heheeh (JOKE) but I understand if that is why God brought us together when he did, then let it be so.
I am happy to be friends with him, considering he claims he cuts off all ties usually, and really didn't want to, with me.
I hope that means what I think it means.
bottom line, I'm rolling with the punches. He is worth it to me to wait.
As the presence of those we love is as a double life, so absence, in its anxious longing and sense of vacancy, is as a foretaste of death. ~Anna Brownell Jameson
The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. ~Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook
Oft in the tranquil hour of night,
When stars illume the sky,
I gaze upon each orb of light,
And wish that thou wert by.
~George Linley
Your absence has gone through me
Like thread through a needle
Everything I do is stitched with its color.
~W.S. Merwin, "Separation"
All days are nights to see till I see thee,
And nights bright days when dreams do show thee to me.
~William Shakespeare, "Sonnet XLIII"
I decided to drop him a note sayin, I was thinkin about ya and wanted you to know that I care, and don't forget about me, lol. I hope he got the lightheartedness I was trying to put forth with the help of my best friend.
It seems so, since he's been dropping me little messages here and there about his day and wishing me well in my endevors for the day. Which is awesome. Shows me that he cares still.
I have talked to my sister about things and I feel better too.
Even made friends with this guy at work and have talked to him about my feelings too, and everyone is helping.
I think I finally feel like, if this is going to happen, it's God's plan, and it will happen. It will.
I don't think that connection I felt was my imagination. God put that in motion for a reason. Maybe he had us move fast so that Rich could realize he needed to take some time to fix things, since he thought he was fine, and found out he wasn't really ok. I don't like having to be used like that, heheeh (JOKE) but I understand if that is why God brought us together when he did, then let it be so.
I am happy to be friends with him, considering he claims he cuts off all ties usually, and really didn't want to, with me.
I hope that means what I think it means.
bottom line, I'm rolling with the punches. He is worth it to me to wait.
As the presence of those we love is as a double life, so absence, in its anxious longing and sense of vacancy, is as a foretaste of death. ~Anna Brownell Jameson
The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. ~Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook
Oft in the tranquil hour of night,
When stars illume the sky,
I gaze upon each orb of light,
And wish that thou wert by.
~George Linley
Your absence has gone through me
Like thread through a needle
Everything I do is stitched with its color.
~W.S. Merwin, "Separation"
All days are nights to see till I see thee,
And nights bright days when dreams do show thee to me.
~William Shakespeare, "Sonnet XLIII"