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im listening to the penguins game and making a tshirt for the superbowl! haha so far its actually looking really good... im just making it to look like a jersey -- only way cheaper and it looks like a little kid made it. whatevvv
lately i have been freaking out about.. life. WHAT am i going to do next year? the year after? the year after that? part of me cant imagine not going back to school for SOMETHING - but what? and part of me just wants to get into a company and slowly rise up in the ranks and not go back to school. i would love to teach english abroad for a year or two but that wouldnt get me any closer to deciding what i want to do with my life. i kind of want to do something with psyc, obviously.. but i also kind of really want to do something more creative.. something where there is more change, more fun, more travel. i cant imagine sitting in a lab all day or sitting on a couch listening to people talk about their problems all day. i wish i could just change jobs every two years for the rest of my life and try everything. i guess ill have to marry rich becuase i sure wont be making much. which is fine with me... but its also scary. some days im so excited that i could go ANYWHERE and do anything (well not ANYTHING) but ya know. i annoy myself that i didnt major in something more practical like econ but psyc is practical in a -understand myself and those around me.. know how to interact with people and know what motivates people- kind of way. but i dont think companies really... appreciate it.
i miss my kitties~!
i think i have a crush on a boy. problem: he used to like me then i set him up with my friend bc i didnt like him. they had a short little thing that was very.. not good. so i cant like him. and i dont think that i do, really. but.. i do? make sense? he's not cute. if youre an unattractive male i will probably be strangely attracted to you. --or if youre the bachelor. he's quite a man.
lately i have been freaking out about.. life. WHAT am i going to do next year? the year after? the year after that? part of me cant imagine not going back to school for SOMETHING - but what? and part of me just wants to get into a company and slowly rise up in the ranks and not go back to school. i would love to teach english abroad for a year or two but that wouldnt get me any closer to deciding what i want to do with my life. i kind of want to do something with psyc, obviously.. but i also kind of really want to do something more creative.. something where there is more change, more fun, more travel. i cant imagine sitting in a lab all day or sitting on a couch listening to people talk about their problems all day. i wish i could just change jobs every two years for the rest of my life and try everything. i guess ill have to marry rich becuase i sure wont be making much. which is fine with me... but its also scary. some days im so excited that i could go ANYWHERE and do anything (well not ANYTHING) but ya know. i annoy myself that i didnt major in something more practical like econ but psyc is practical in a -understand myself and those around me.. know how to interact with people and know what motivates people- kind of way. but i dont think companies really... appreciate it.
i miss my kitties~!
i think i have a crush on a boy. problem: he used to like me then i set him up with my friend bc i didnt like him. they had a short little thing that was very.. not good. so i cant like him. and i dont think that i do, really. but.. i do? make sense? he's not cute. if youre an unattractive male i will probably be strangely attracted to you. --or if youre the bachelor. he's quite a man.