Jan 31, 2004 09:56
I know I said yesterday was it. I changed my mind.
Yesterday was alittle bit long. I had a geology lab at 11. Failed my first quiz. well 60 is passing here, nevermind. I hate rocks but I am going to get through it. It was just the worst feeling of having no idea what I was doing. I have never felt like that in class. Except when I was in Germany, the first day of the University german course. That's what it felt like and if you remember me whining about that then you know what I mean. So I decided I would get over it and headed to the library to read for my HDFS test which is today. Then I went to geology the class. Watched, well not really, a movie about volcanoes. The people weren't speaking english so I didn't pay attention. Just read for HDFS. I then went back to the library to read some more. I came home, ate, changed and left again. This time to a relay for life meeting. They had more good stuff for me to eat. They had this girl speaking and they showed a video of a survivor and I ofcourse cried. I came home threw on dance clothes and headed out to Greek Sing practice. I came home at 12 because I went and studied a little more for HDFS. This morning I definitely slept through my alarm. Woke up in panic and started to get ready as fast as I could. Ofcourse I didn't account for having to clean the kitchen again before I could eat breakfast. I came to the conclusion that there was no way that I could make it to biology on time, and even if I did. I wouldn't have time to study for HDFS a little more. So now I am typing this so I can change my away message.
I asked for a few prayers for my fam.
For my daddy. pray that he get through everything going on with his job. or lack there of.
For my mommy. pray that she remember herself as she tries to help everyone like usual.
For my baby brothers. That they keep up their hard work as the end of their junior year of swimming is ending. Well high school.
For my family. That we can get through the next few years without any major issues.
For me. that I can get through this semester without starting to pull out my hair. That I get to stay at Auburn and that I don't fail geology.
pray for my sisters. A lot of them are going through some troubling times.
for a couple of people that I wish would take a little more responsibility and step up. Amy, cough dishes cough.
Now I am going to finish studying for HDFS so I can go to take the test. Then great books and then I have to get my swimmer a good gift and an even better poster because they are already late :/