ya every once in a while my journal needs an entry like this
i suck at writing in here. because my stories are exciting the first time i tell them, so i dont really have any desire to share any of them.
well I have lots to tell today.
First, I have received my new little sister. I will hopefully meet her in the next two weeks and I can start hanging out with her!! This is project uplift incase you haven't seen me in a looong time.
The rest of the day just kind of blurred together for one reason or another that I wont get into.
Chapter was super because we got to wear pajamas. I did however have to speak for the first time as scholarship chair and I was shaking so badly. Not only that, but a million people bombarded me with questions I wasn't sure how to answer. But I got through it.
I definitely got reminded that I am a relay for life team captain. I am not really sure what that means I have to do, but I guess I will find out. I really like relay for life, I've participated since freshman year. Incase you didn't know my uncle died from cancer a few days before my birthday in 7th grade. I do it for him and for everyone else who has suffered because of it.
I am also applying for a job at Ruby Tuesdays.
Now you are thinking, wow shes busy.
But if you really know me, you know that this is nothing that I haven’t done before.
Umm this summer I definitely coached from 8-12. Went to class from 1-3 and worked almost every night starting at 445. Then got up for swim again. It was extremely exhausting but the difference now is that I will not be working or otherwise occupied for that long every day.
In high school I was always always involved with too much, but I made it through.
I just like being damn busy.
So instead of telling me what you think I cannot do, how about you tell me that you support me through everything. That you are the friend you call yourself and you will be there for me no matter what I do.
I don’t do anything without a reason. I am going to school for the very obvious reason of getting a job. I am trying to find a paying job because my father lost his job and has now started his own business. If you know anything about entrepreneurship you know it doesn’t provide over night. I pay my own sorority dues but I want to be able to provide for myself better. I volunteer because I like to. I like kids and I love being able to help someone. I am involved in my sorority mostly because I want to be, but partly to show people who I really am. I am not the “not that excited girl” that got me dropped.
I love my sisters and my friends but I am really asking for your support now. I don’t want to hear if you cannot either criticize constructively or support me lovingly.
well I have lots to tell today.
First, I have received my new little sister. I will hopefully meet her in the next two weeks and I can start hanging out with her!! This is project uplift incase you haven't seen me in a looong time.
The rest of the day just kind of blurred together for one reason or another that I wont get into.
Chapter was super because we got to wear pajamas. I did however have to speak for the first time as scholarship chair and I was shaking so badly. Not only that, but a million people bombarded me with questions I wasn't sure how to answer. But I got through it.
I definitely got reminded that I am a relay for life team captain. I am not really sure what that means I have to do, but I guess I will find out. I really like relay for life, I've participated since freshman year. Incase you didn't know my uncle died from cancer a few days before my birthday in 7th grade. I do it for him and for everyone else who has suffered because of it.
I am also applying for a job at Ruby Tuesdays.
Now you are thinking, wow shes busy.
But if you really know me, you know that this is nothing that I haven’t done before.
Umm this summer I definitely coached from 8-12. Went to class from 1-3 and worked almost every night starting at 445. Then got up for swim again. It was extremely exhausting but the difference now is that I will not be working or otherwise occupied for that long every day.
In high school I was always always involved with too much, but I made it through.
I just like being damn busy.
So instead of telling me what you think I cannot do, how about you tell me that you support me through everything. That you are the friend you call yourself and you will be there for me no matter what I do.
I don’t do anything without a reason. I am going to school for the very obvious reason of getting a job. I am trying to find a paying job because my father lost his job and has now started his own business. If you know anything about entrepreneurship you know it doesn’t provide over night. I pay my own sorority dues but I want to be able to provide for myself better. I volunteer because I like to. I like kids and I love being able to help someone. I am involved in my sorority mostly because I want to be, but partly to show people who I really am. I am not the “not that excited girl” that got me dropped.
I love my sisters and my friends but I am really asking for your support now. I don’t want to hear if you cannot either criticize constructively or support me lovingly.