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Jun 27, 2005 23:11

so lately everything has been pretty good.. i mean i went to dallas and saw some old friends that live in tennessee that i never get to see and some that actually live in dallas
as the days get closer and closer to highschool i get more and more excited and i know that sounds super cheesy and stupid but theres no denying that you are excited you are about to start the last 4 years of your public school system and such
things will change hopefully more for the better than for the worst at least thats what im hoping
probably the thing i am looking forward to the most is making new friends and the thing i am not looking forward to the most is losing my best friends that are going to creek and langham i know i make it sound so dramatic b/c we can still see each other on weekends and stuff but everyone knows it is harder when you don't go to the same school...
i hate that and this sounds cheesy and corny too but these truly are the best and worst times of our lives and we need to live more in the moment instead of holding back and not expressing ourselves
camp is only a couple weeks away and i am looking forward to that very much b/c it is usually the highlight of my summer!!
i love camp soo much and all the people involved with it and everything
the lake is beautiful it is soo fun to just sit there and sing your heart out every night w/o worrying about how your voice sounds or someone looking at you funny you can truly be yourself there and become closer to people which i really love
i am trying to make some big changes right now about how i sometimes am and i just apologize if i was or am ever kind of bossy or sometimes a tad rude b/c i am trying to really fix that about myself and im trying to fix the gossip problem so i am really sorry if i have ever been rude to you at times or bossy b/c i am REALLY trying to fix those things about me and i just really ask that yall stand by me through it
thats enough drama for now lol lauryn "drama" hehe
well i really do love yall and cant wait to see everyone i am missing over this summer!

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