love, sweet love.... yea right
I hung out with Randy last night. It's been a while since we've hung out and it was like all of those feelings i had for him started coming back. I try not to let myself want him because i know from past experiences it never works out for us. I almost feel like he's embarassed of me or something because he never wants anything to come of us and i don't know what else to think. He always wants to wait, give it more time. He looks really good now, i was shocked when i saw him. I just don't know what to do. He's hinting like he does want something more this time but i just don't know, i want to believe him, because i'd really like to be with him but i just would really hate to get crushed again.............