It's that time of the year again....
So it seems it's that time fo the year again for me ...
I am feeling supremely lonely and it seems everybody is making plans without me. When I get like this I always feel like I should not burden anybody with my problems and my presence and somehow it just feels like a waste of time to reach out (and when I do I always feel rejected). Everybody is making plans and meeting with everybody else without me - and I feel left behind and to myself. It sucks.
Maybe I should just do more to make new friends or make sure the ones I have already have more incentive to meet with me though I am pretty neither of these actually solves the problem ... and possibly just add to the problem and feeling ...
I really just hope we can return to normal soon ... and stop feeling so lonely and left behind.
I am feeling supremely lonely and it seems everybody is making plans without me. When I get like this I always feel like I should not burden anybody with my problems and my presence and somehow it just feels like a waste of time to reach out (and when I do I always feel rejected). Everybody is making plans and meeting with everybody else without me - and I feel left behind and to myself. It sucks.
Maybe I should just do more to make new friends or make sure the ones I have already have more incentive to meet with me though I am pretty neither of these actually solves the problem ... and possibly just add to the problem and feeling ...
I really just hope we can return to normal soon ... and stop feeling so lonely and left behind.