Oct 11, 2005 22:13
Man, life has really gotten busy and hectic. What with all of the college applications, scholarships, and stuff to worry about. Not to mention the SAT subject tests and the preparations I have to do for them.
It was really bad for a while though, especially when all of the crap in band happened. I decided to stick it out until my section blindsided me with the fact that they had issues and wanted a new section leader without giving me a chance to work on these issues. Not to mention the fact that the band director didn't think that there was any problem with no one coming to me with these issues. So I said that enough was enough. It was a hard decision but I quit band. It was one of the hardest decisions of my life. I feel sorry for the people that were nice to me in band and that had nothing to do with it, but for my section I feel no regret.
Life goes on and now I have to focus on homework, college stuff, and other school stuff. I put some of it off to the last minute which didn't help so I've got to work even harder and it seems overwhelming right now. It's my own fault I guess.
-Aisu
"I'm a leaf on the wind....."