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I listened.. and I felt a song today. Its by third eye blind.. who wouldve thought.. "You're the first to fight, you're way too loud, your're the first to lay on the burial shroud, i want you to know.. we've all got to face down the demons.. maybe today you could put the past away... "
hello there. i was quite content today, i drank on a sunny monday, and sat in the sun and basked and listened to 3rd eye blind, got all sentimental and loved every second that i sang.
i felt alive today, and giggled to much, and i hate to say it was the rum, but maybe it was. either way, i wrote plenty and maybe i found a cure.
maybe... just maybe. a secret cure. Binx and I have adventures this summer, and we're moving away soon enough.
binx i love you. Nati i love you. Kato i love you...
and now.. ive really got t find my way. i often get so self absorbed in my problems, but whats the point. everyone can think what they want, im doing the best i can...
i dont know how better to handle all this, and people's advice fuckiin sucks. i mean our lives were intertwined for two years, and then i somehow managed to convince myself out of love? i felt so foolish and now im accepting altho it seems so fake, and i still feel possessed like im doin somethin wrong whenever im not doin what he wants.
but im my own person right? and everything ive done to him, and myself is real right? so then ive gotta accept and keep on living. he;s right though, i am so much stronger than he.
hello there. i was quite content today, i drank on a sunny monday, and sat in the sun and basked and listened to 3rd eye blind, got all sentimental and loved every second that i sang.
i felt alive today, and giggled to much, and i hate to say it was the rum, but maybe it was. either way, i wrote plenty and maybe i found a cure.
maybe... just maybe. a secret cure. Binx and I have adventures this summer, and we're moving away soon enough.
binx i love you. Nati i love you. Kato i love you...
and now.. ive really got t find my way. i often get so self absorbed in my problems, but whats the point. everyone can think what they want, im doing the best i can...
i dont know how better to handle all this, and people's advice fuckiin sucks. i mean our lives were intertwined for two years, and then i somehow managed to convince myself out of love? i felt so foolish and now im accepting altho it seems so fake, and i still feel possessed like im doin somethin wrong whenever im not doin what he wants.
but im my own person right? and everything ive done to him, and myself is real right? so then ive gotta accept and keep on living. he;s right though, i am so much stronger than he.