No other love, Mama, I'm flyin'...
So, it's been a while. However, things aren't really that different. I live with my dad now in Fultondale, which is difficult, but I'm assuming more responsibility which was the initial goal. The doctor put me on appetite suppressants, which make me really hyper, but they work, so that's good. I'm job hunting, but right now I'm working at Full Moon BBQ (which I hate). I need an office job, 9-5 or similar, with weekends off. I had a great one, but of course I fucked that up. I'm going to the school today to meet with an advisor to see if I can even go to school this term. I hate that I've fucked my life up so much already, and I'm not even 21 yet. I know it's my own fault, so now I just have to work on fixing it.
I'm still quite distracted by a certain girl. She's amazing, but she doesn't know it. She's the most beautiful exotic goddess I've ever known. She inspires me to write, and we all know what that means. :)
So, things may not be so bad, but they just seem like it sometimes. I just have to be patient and do my best to not fuck up anything else. Right? Right.
I'm still quite distracted by a certain girl. She's amazing, but she doesn't know it. She's the most beautiful exotic goddess I've ever known. She inspires me to write, and we all know what that means. :)
So, things may not be so bad, but they just seem like it sometimes. I just have to be patient and do my best to not fuck up anything else. Right? Right.