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Why do I bother trying to right my wrongs? I just get hurt even more then before. ON that note why to I even bother trying to live my life this way? People like me this year because Im "happy and wear color". Oh please. I rather have people like me for the real me. The one behind this mask. I cant stand trying to live up to what everyone expects of me. Ill be 16 on Friday and yet why do I feel more like a child then I have in my whole life? I being to see all the damage I have done to the ones that mean so much to me. Why? Im doubting and questioning every step I make. Which is so unlike me. I have so many things I need to know. Like why cant I just be who I am and have people like me at the same time? Or why am I even writing this down because noone reads this thing or cares....