a new day!

[wingsofcrimson]

i was really bored yesterday. and didnt feel good. but today is a new day, i've decided, and it's time for a new me! i finally motivated myself to go running this am - out in the cold! and i'm cutting back on the cookies. ive had waaaay too many these past few days. i'm limiting my time on the television. i get so sucked in when im at home, when i dont have a million pressing things to accomplish, you know? actually, i usually don't spend that much time watching tv, but i feel like it's better that i get down a rule for myself now, in any case.

i guess i just can't wait for new year's. i feel like i need CHANGE, but in a good way. i'm sick of this "turn for the worst" crap, you know?

i'm thinking about getting my hair cut really short... it's this cut that is like short in the back and angles downward to the chin. let me see if i can find a picture, because the description sounds scary...
oh well, my internet is not cooperating. perhaps some other time.
but, i'm probably not going to. Last time i cut my hair short, like three weeks afterwards I wished I had long hair again. It's just that sometimes you feel like doing something drastic to your appearance, you know? just like god, i wished i looked like someone else... it's just one of those days.

so, i hope, as usual, break is all that it should be!