FINAL ONE!

Aug 24, 2005 20:56

Darl

Ill burn it again. Again and again, I will watch that there barn burn down. Oh I will burn all of it. They don't see what I see. I aint dumb and I aint crazy. I wish she didnt have to take part in it. I'll do it again.
Jewel will be next, he will join me. Hes close, so close. I'd do anythin like a that to get in a place like this. Away from the trash insignia that my so called family has placed on me. All I wanted was to carry out the last wish of my mother. My first mistake was bringin my dirt family along with me. Their ulterior motives slowed me down.
Oh if I was outta here I would just take those teeth and put them where they belong. In hell with him. The hell with him.
Its white here. I aint got a speck of dirt on me. Its white here. Anse aint white. Cash aint white, Jewel aint white, Dewey Dell sure as hell aint white and Vardaman don't know what white is. As for that new whore. Oh shell be damn sorry that she did every step foot near my Bundren of any kind. Bundren...Burden, same thing as far as im a thinkin. I don't feel no remorse for what I done, I don't feel no remorse for what im gonna do in the future. I grew up in dirt. Now im white.
Ma, I'm sorry Ma. You wanted to be buried in white. Away from the dirt. We made it worse for you. Damn him. Damn you Anse Bundren and your stupid whore. I hope that smell stays lodged in your nose, as I lay here in white sheets. I hope you are miserable and you new whore burdens you like you burdened everyone else.
They don't see what I see. They cant and I like it a that way. I have people like me in here. We aint the crazy ones. Everyone else is. There is no normal here. There is no normal out of here either. What is normal? I aint crazy, I just see what they don't see. Im white, they are dirt. Knee deep in dirt, wading in it. I was neck deep in dirt. Oh how I pushed and pulled to get my way throught the burden, the sick, putrid burden. Im clean now. I aint crazy, you wait, you wait. My sweet revenge will be watching the rest of this world, knee deep in dirt. They will envy me. Oh how nice that right there sounds.

And that's all folks! Which one do you think I wrote, and which one is Heathers? Closest person gets a prize. :P
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