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i wake up at 8:00am at the latest. i watch the kids all fucking day. most of the time the girls from next door come over. along with cassidy, they systematically trash the house. shithole that it already is. its fucking hot, its hotter and more exausting than ever pulling a three and four year old around in a fucking wagon. since when did i agree to watch two extra kids? since when did i agree to seventy dollars a week? i dont get done until my mom gets home. which is god knows when, since now that someone other than a professional babysitter is watching them, she can fuck around until whenever she wants.
i CANT get enough sleep. i feel fucking sick.
my mom is spazzing out, every fucking day.
my dad wont give a fucking inch, he wont leave me the fuck alone.
i meet opposition at every decision or action. i feel fucking trapped. both of my parents are trying to catch me in this money based net in order to make things easier for themselves.
jesus fucking christ.
my stomach hurts.
i CANT get enough sleep. i feel fucking sick.
my mom is spazzing out, every fucking day.
my dad wont give a fucking inch, he wont leave me the fuck alone.
i meet opposition at every decision or action. i feel fucking trapped. both of my parents are trying to catch me in this money based net in order to make things easier for themselves.
jesus fucking christ.
my stomach hurts.