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yesterday was chaotic and rushed. today is already a mess. i cant sleep and im going to regret it in a few hours. i've been up since four.
near fatal accident with a boat yesterday. fuck. i realized my hand is cut up a bit more.
today is going to be hard to pull off. cassidy is up already too. i can tell anxiousness will the the premeating emotion this morning. im making myself nervous.
if this turns out bad today then hope is nonexistant. it doesnt happen for a reason. if it happens, it will be because assfucks and niggerdicks rule, and its time for the noose.
im not scared. and not as nervous as i should be. i think in terms of black being evil and good being white. how can everyone else not see it, and its a ridiculous notion that something could go wrong.
im wrong.
because it definately can.
this shit is bananas.
near fatal accident with a boat yesterday. fuck. i realized my hand is cut up a bit more.
today is going to be hard to pull off. cassidy is up already too. i can tell anxiousness will the the premeating emotion this morning. im making myself nervous.
if this turns out bad today then hope is nonexistant. it doesnt happen for a reason. if it happens, it will be because assfucks and niggerdicks rule, and its time for the noose.
im not scared. and not as nervous as i should be. i think in terms of black being evil and good being white. how can everyone else not see it, and its a ridiculous notion that something could go wrong.
im wrong.
because it definately can.
this shit is bananas.