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So I was sitting today.
and I just got so irritated and mad I wanted to kick something really hard, or like take a bat and smash a wall or something - ever get like that?
And I just had this overwhelming sense of regret. I feel like I've been so stupid and I'm mad for allowing myself to do so.
UGH! I am still frustrated when my mind wanders to the place I dislike the most.
I felt like this at the end of last summer... the only difference is that, that time, I was able to laugh.
This time, it's not so funny.
I hate how irritable I become because I know how little fun I then am to be around. No one wants a sappy sally. Which I suppose is what this whole entry is - a load of sap.
And you know what else, it sucks because I was having a really great day - a day like Saturdays are meant to be. And now I'm back in my room with this bubble of negativity that I cant seem to burst... and all I want to do is smile and laugh and be me.
This is crap.
Oh and by the way, gag me.
That's all I have to say about that.
And so finally, I've concluded I am a bitter, jaded, semi-unforgiving brat of a girl, and am too stubborn to do anything about it right now. So I'm gonna go eat a Reese's.
and I just got so irritated and mad I wanted to kick something really hard, or like take a bat and smash a wall or something - ever get like that?
And I just had this overwhelming sense of regret. I feel like I've been so stupid and I'm mad for allowing myself to do so.
UGH! I am still frustrated when my mind wanders to the place I dislike the most.
I felt like this at the end of last summer... the only difference is that, that time, I was able to laugh.
This time, it's not so funny.
I hate how irritable I become because I know how little fun I then am to be around. No one wants a sappy sally. Which I suppose is what this whole entry is - a load of sap.
And you know what else, it sucks because I was having a really great day - a day like Saturdays are meant to be. And now I'm back in my room with this bubble of negativity that I cant seem to burst... and all I want to do is smile and laugh and be me.
This is crap.
Oh and by the way, gag me.
That's all I have to say about that.
And so finally, I've concluded I am a bitter, jaded, semi-unforgiving brat of a girl, and am too stubborn to do anything about it right now. So I'm gonna go eat a Reese's.