IT IS NEARLY 3 IN THE MORNING, THAT IS NOT OKAY
I'm just going to have to accept that I never never want to go to bed after I work late on Fridays, and find some way to deal with it. Because I open on Saturdays. Ugh ugh I don't know what to do. I foolishly had some chocolate after I came home, knowing that was a bad idea. I am still online, knowing that is also a bad idea. I think it's because I really don't like working late in the mall, I find it depressing and a long day since it starts with voice lesson in the morning. So then I just want to come home and veg and have chocolate and do fun things... but it's already getting late by the time I get home, so everything is all skewed... I've tried talking to myself like a 5 year old, and I made up a nice little lecture, but it didn't work worth a darn.
In other news, I haven't progressed much more on the NYC music yet, since I'm focussing on my solo pieces til my audition is over. One week, ack! I realized that I may be in the curious position of being accepted to my first choice (UBC) before my audition for my second choice (UVic). However, since my chances of being accepted to UBC are very slight, I rather doubt that is going to happen. But you never know! Hopeful positive and all that jazz. I have been accepted to UBC in general, I just don't know about the music program.
I bought some stuff at an Arbonne party last month, hoping that since it is all naturally fragranced with no perfume in it that I would be okay. Unfortunately, the lotions give me a headache & sniffles, and I'm starting to think that the face wash is bothering my skin... gonna try it for a few more days, but it's almost like I have a mild sunburn. This line has "fresh cell extracts" from a bunch of fruits, including strawberries and mangoes which I'm not supposed to eat, so I'm wondering if maybe that has something to do with the irritation. Drat. It's such nice stuff in principle, and I know the plain (natural) soap I was using before wasn't doing my face-skin any favours. On the plus side, the shampoo & conditioner are fantastic (light bouncy hair that doesn't frizz! it's a miracle), and the smell fades enough that I don't notice or react to it.
Well, enough rambling. I'm stressed enough at work as it is without being sleep-deprived. (I cried in the back of the store a little today. It's a great company, just... their management strategies are not very effective [read: abysmal] and I get so tired of not being communicated with. And having to deal with so much illogic, all of the freaking time.)
In other news, I haven't progressed much more on the NYC music yet, since I'm focussing on my solo pieces til my audition is over. One week, ack! I realized that I may be in the curious position of being accepted to my first choice (UBC) before my audition for my second choice (UVic). However, since my chances of being accepted to UBC are very slight, I rather doubt that is going to happen. But you never know! Hopeful positive and all that jazz. I have been accepted to UBC in general, I just don't know about the music program.
I bought some stuff at an Arbonne party last month, hoping that since it is all naturally fragranced with no perfume in it that I would be okay. Unfortunately, the lotions give me a headache & sniffles, and I'm starting to think that the face wash is bothering my skin... gonna try it for a few more days, but it's almost like I have a mild sunburn. This line has "fresh cell extracts" from a bunch of fruits, including strawberries and mangoes which I'm not supposed to eat, so I'm wondering if maybe that has something to do with the irritation. Drat. It's such nice stuff in principle, and I know the plain (natural) soap I was using before wasn't doing my face-skin any favours. On the plus side, the shampoo & conditioner are fantastic (light bouncy hair that doesn't frizz! it's a miracle), and the smell fades enough that I don't notice or react to it.
Well, enough rambling. I'm stressed enough at work as it is without being sleep-deprived. (I cried in the back of the store a little today. It's a great company, just... their management strategies are not very effective [read: abysmal] and I get so tired of not being communicated with. And having to deal with so much illogic, all of the freaking time.)