Lots of thoughts......
Holy crap... I am having such a bad day.
And it's nothing specific... just overall I feel shitty.
Let me interupt that whole thought process though and just tell everyone what a freakin amazing birthday I had. At midnight when I turned 21 I went to Renos with Holly and Emily and got a lil drunky :) But I was really saving up for my actual birthday night (Monday!). Went out to eat at Bennigans with 20 of my bestest friends.... started the drinkin there with some lovely shots from my roomies and neighbors... then we headed to maggys where I proceded to drink myself STUPID. Like COMPLETELY freakin' stupid! haha. I don't remember annnny of it! But I heard some good stories :) And apparently I had to be carried outta the bar while everyone was clapping for me! :) But that's normal for a 21st bday right????? I thought so! Definitely puked my brains out that night and the next day... and really I'm just NOW feeling decent again... never had a hangover that long in my life! But honestly... it was the best birthday ever and it seriously makes me wanna cry thinking about how much I looooooooove my friends and my family. THANK YOU GUYS!!!! And checkout my webshots for some pictures.. Ill be putting more up later!
Alright... back to my night.....
Work sucks.
I suck at school and am failing miserably this semester.
Don't have time to study because I'm working too damn much these next couple days.
I was just told that I'm boring and that I suck because I won't drink tonight because I must study.
And I miss Mike... a lot.
Whenever I'm having a bad night it makes me really think about how much I miss him. Then my night gets that much worse :(
I just wanna be near him and it's so impossible right now.
:(
And it's nothing specific... just overall I feel shitty.
Let me interupt that whole thought process though and just tell everyone what a freakin amazing birthday I had. At midnight when I turned 21 I went to Renos with Holly and Emily and got a lil drunky :) But I was really saving up for my actual birthday night (Monday!). Went out to eat at Bennigans with 20 of my bestest friends.... started the drinkin there with some lovely shots from my roomies and neighbors... then we headed to maggys where I proceded to drink myself STUPID. Like COMPLETELY freakin' stupid! haha. I don't remember annnny of it! But I heard some good stories :) And apparently I had to be carried outta the bar while everyone was clapping for me! :) But that's normal for a 21st bday right????? I thought so! Definitely puked my brains out that night and the next day... and really I'm just NOW feeling decent again... never had a hangover that long in my life! But honestly... it was the best birthday ever and it seriously makes me wanna cry thinking about how much I looooooooove my friends and my family. THANK YOU GUYS!!!! And checkout my webshots for some pictures.. Ill be putting more up later!
Alright... back to my night.....
Work sucks.
I suck at school and am failing miserably this semester.
Don't have time to study because I'm working too damn much these next couple days.
I was just told that I'm boring and that I suck because I won't drink tonight because I must study.
And I miss Mike... a lot.
Whenever I'm having a bad night it makes me really think about how much I miss him. Then my night gets that much worse :(
I just wanna be near him and it's so impossible right now.
:(