well there comes a time in every man's life when decisions have to be made
they are not always pretty, and more often than not- they are done with the best of intent. yet actions speak volumes...this i know quite well. this path i walk will take me to a future i only hope to be able to stay afloat in. for the time being i am drowning in a sea of life boats, it's important to me that i not climb in just yet...i must keep my own head above water before i can take the hand of another- and risk pulling them under. i will not ruin another life. it's enough that i put my own on the chopping block every minute of every day in hopes something positive will result. even then i turn my back to it all so that i may not be drowning by tomorrow.