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i'm doing it again. letting things get to me. i need to not. okay i've just had a chat with myself. i feel things could go well for me. i ahve to let them though. stop stopping yourself be happy. cock. almost said the other c word but na. i don't like it. i also have will power. therefore, i do not need to use the word. also i can be happy. i think i am. yeah i am happy. as long as i don't get regected. then i'll be uber unhappy. i just thought about halloween. that was so cool that there aws an amy countdown. that was also cool how drunk i was. vodka is the man. but not straight. also being gullible and drunk is not a good mixture. i'm just writing and hoping for the best here. today withcolin was good. he lost his bankcard though. that was a shame. i respect him. is that a good thing? not pure, he is my father r espect. but i see him as someone i can respect and yeah. i just do. he also looks VERY good in his football stuff. i met his aunty. i knew about the pope dying so she didn't think i was a fud. the last one however, did. this is because i'm a bit dim in the head. the no doubt album is absolutely rocking my socks off. STOP EATING WHEN YOU AIN'T HUNGRY. it's so annoying. i think i'm gonna get into jammies. i've also forgotten my glasses. that is a bit pure very damn gay. met jen in town. they weren't happy about a situation. i REALLY want a prom dress. i also REALLY want to NOT aaaaah. okay. prom dress situation scares me. i'll just go naked. john says i'll get more dances that way. i was amused by this bit of banter. i'm going to see a movie with him! when we doing that john? i have no chest. and i really don't care. it's great to be able to run without knocking myself out. also i get all the best brtas. cause everyone else has one. it's so cool. i'm come to grips with it. okay, i have no reason to update anymore. i really do love you by the way. like so much more than you know.