Apr 01, 2005 00:52
that em "lie down" lastedtill after 10pm. fuck sake. i've beendoing all my work. not done any englsihessay. what a baw sack. i'm so ill and tired and i need a pish. it's all a bad mixture. i just remembered why i need to pee. so i sohld probably do that in a second.
i had a very sore head earlierand i went to sleep and i could sleep okay but as soon as i woke up it hit me like a gaylord.
i'm definitely going to watch dogville tomorrow night, since i'm not seeing colin. i'm also gonna chill and feel better hopefully. i want a belle and sebastian album. saturday's plan is to em....i dunno. i'll decide when i get there. sunday's plan is to spend the day with colin.
i hate being in this frame of mind it's very sucky. i'm hoping it can be changed.
I'M SUCH A FOOL. fucking aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. i need a piss. i'm totally screwed for school tomorrow. what am i in? aw fuck sake. double maths where i don't get anything. english where i haven't done my essay. history where i'm a dumbass and french which she doesn't want us to go to.
i got 46/46 for a paper one in maths then 40/46 in another one. i'm annoyed at my mistakes. they need to not happen. i have some prelims soon apparently. like one next week. and another one in april. when am i doing my last maths nab?
i feel dizzy oh so dizzy i feel dizzy and fizzy and fuck saaaaaaaaake and i pity myself because i'm going to cry. i feel offended so offended it's alarming how offended i aaaaaaam and i want to goooooo to bed.
oh i forgot i have some comments to make. they apply to whoever.
GETA FUCKING GRIP.
DON'T BE SO MELLOWFUCKINGDRAMATIC.
SCREW YOU.
WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU BEING LIKE TIHS?
JUST STOP IT.
DO SOME FUCKING WORK.
GET AS FOR FUCK SAKE.
STOP EATING YOU FAT FUCKING CUNT.
STOP USING THE WORD CUNT.
MAKE ME SMILE.
YOU ARE SELFISH.
YOU ARE GAY.
YOU ARE USELESS.
YOU ARE ANNOYING.
YOU ARE STRESSED.
MOBY RULES YOU ARE GAY.
YOU ARE STUPID.
STOP BEING NICE.
STOP BEING NASTY.
YOU CAN'T SING.
YOU CAN'T LAY EGGS (lol what the fuck am i on)
DO ME PROUD.
STOP FARTING IN SCHOOL.
LOSE WEIGHT.
STOP BEING SUCH A FUCKING HYPOCRITE.
DON'T BE SO FUCKING VAIN.
STOP SWEARING.
CLEAN YOUR ROOM.
GET A LIFE.
YOU ARE A NEEDY BASTAERD.
YOU ARE A DITCHING BASTARD.
I DON'T CARE IF YOU DON'T CARE.
IS THERE ANY PARTICULAR REASON YOU HAVE THE IQ OF A ONE YEAR OLD?
STOP CARING ABOUT HOW I THINK.
LET IT BE.
FEEL SPECIAL.
YOU ARE GORGEOUS.
YOU ARE A VERY GOOD FRIEND.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU COULD BE.
YOU ARE WASTED.
right, i'm over that whole thing now.
so aye today? was shite. i was bored out my face for the most of the day.
hewitt was sucking up my arse. mr robertson wouldn't stop smiling at me. i felt sorry for him in choir. that's another one. WHAT THE FUCK IS THE POINT IN NEDS, FUCKING GAY BASTRDS. okay back tothe point. he was all shaken. i need to askpears about maths, causei don't get it.
colin got money on his phone and passed his physics nab...yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. this made me happy cause he can so obviously do it.
i think we should all breathe. i think you shouldn't take me at face value and start thinking a bit more.
did you know that you can be used as a plural expression for more than one person, the scottish colloquial version is "yous"...i'm sure you did. just thought you might want it pointed yout to you. since you take things so personally.
haha i take things personally. does anyone remmber the rhyme from primary "everybody's doing it, doing it, doing, picking their nose and chewing it, chewing it, chewing it"?
i'm going to diiiiiiie tomorrow but i am just not at all tired. stop talking to me ya pure twin.
i hate being added by people i don't like. i hate aye.
i liked that gap. i felt it created i dunno an atmosphere. i feel i'm talking shite and loving it.
i'm going to hang up now cause i need this piss.
peace and in some cases love.