Sep 11, 2005 03:35
Despite the glaring lack of Apollo 13 and my debilitating uselessness (BLARG!!!), hanging out with Jason was yet again wonderful. I am pleased to announce that we finally managed to see one another in full daylight. Huzzah! My mother did warn me to "be careful" the other night, so now I guess I can cross possible vampire off the list...
Oh, his kiddo also took quite a glossy shine to me :)))) And what a neat kiddo he was...
But honestly, what should I be wary of at this point? Falling head over heels? Because ouch, too late. Maybe it's the cynical nay-sayers (including my sometimes destructive self) bent on clipping my newfound wings I should look out for. I know that one simply cannot be cautious of new love without also nipping it in the bud. And even after surviving the ruin that was once my engagement, I still do not believe that the possibility of another broken heart outweighs the possibility of finding happiness. It's an all-or-nothing kind of thang, ya know? And I still agree with the wise joke book that once said, "it's better to have loved a short man than never to have loved at all." Or in this case, vice versa :)
Oy, it's obviously my turn to ramble stupidly now... I'm sorry. Really I am. Instead I think I will crawl beneath my sheets and sleep in... mmmmm...