I feel so anxious and worried......................
There is so much going on right now, I feel like I am going to explode. Between working at AMP Friday from 6-10 and Saturday(CHRISTMAS EVE) from 11-7 and babysitting yesterday from 4-11 I feel exhausted. Oh by the way, thank you Mike so much for babysitting with me. It was really sweet of you. But yea, I feel so stressed out with this whole thing with Billy and Jolie. I don't know I guess I just miss Jolie sometimes and Billy keeps yelling at me and getting in my face about it and saying I have no friends whenever he says that he just wants to talk to me calmly. I wish he would just leave me alone because he should be happy. Jolie doesn't want to be my friend anymore so he won and that should be it. I just wish Jolie would talk to me about it but there really is nothing I can do and I don't want to scream or yell at Billy because that would just be futile. But on the brighter side of things Mike is home and I get to see him for a month and the people who are really my friends will stick by me. I also can't wait until The Five exchanges presents. I want to see thier faces when they open my presents. Also me and Jake get to go to an awesome New Years party so that is something to look forward too. Oh and I am just so happy I figured out something. The blue guys in Final Fantasy X-2 are called Hypellos! I just want everything to work out and be ok because I feel like everything keeps changing.......