If it fits
So I'm wearing clothes that I wore in high school. Outrageous.
Because I can sink into my worry and find the worst thoughts so easily, I choose another route. To fill my time with people. Find purpose. Search until I find that positive.
TODAY is meeting two for knitting. Started small with just me and my beloved friend 'Button' when she wanted me to teach her how to knit. We talked so much and had an awesome time, we met again the next week. Last week. So many people sat down with us, or asked us questions that we both felt warmth of community buzzing around us.
I should be finding out tomorrow if it's DO or DIE.
It's something I cannot express, the feeling of uncertain terms. Can I make plans for a trip in October with you? I want to answer 'sure but I might be in the hospital dying' the truth is that I might be. I might also be in even better health once October rolls up.....I made those plans and can only hope I'm still taking breath into these lungs.
Where's the bourbon?
Because I can sink into my worry and find the worst thoughts so easily, I choose another route. To fill my time with people. Find purpose. Search until I find that positive.
TODAY is meeting two for knitting. Started small with just me and my beloved friend 'Button' when she wanted me to teach her how to knit. We talked so much and had an awesome time, we met again the next week. Last week. So many people sat down with us, or asked us questions that we both felt warmth of community buzzing around us.
I should be finding out tomorrow if it's DO or DIE.
It's something I cannot express, the feeling of uncertain terms. Can I make plans for a trip in October with you? I want to answer 'sure but I might be in the hospital dying' the truth is that I might be. I might also be in even better health once October rolls up.....I made those plans and can only hope I'm still taking breath into these lungs.
Where's the bourbon?