dont know what to do
Sorry for the delay in updates. Its been a lil busy. A couple of weeks ago I spent the weekend in Niagara Falls with my dad. It was beautiful and alot of fun.
The next weekend we went down to Long Island for my aunt and uncles "house warming party" which turned out to be a surprise baby shower. It was great, lots of people, a bunch of Matts family made the trip down to be there and they got to meet my parents. It was really great and a big surprise for me. We got tons of stuff... I think we have everything we need and we still haev a gift card to use for diapers and stuff after he's born. The nursery in our apt is overflowing with baby stuff... sooo cute... so is our closet LOL.
This past Sat we went to Matts grandmas house for Christmas in July. I got to meet the rest of Matts family (theres allot of them) including his aunt adn cousins from England :). It was a good time and we got a new DVD player, which is perfect cuz my old one recently broke.
Todays Mon and its already an exhausting week. I dont know what to do about so many things and its making me just wanna quit. We're running outta time and not getting any answers. First, Matts car decided not to start Sat mornin so we couldnt take it to his parents house to get it looked at. Sun "no parking" signs went up for today from 12 - 5 and his car was stuck just inside the no parking zone. One spot further up the street adn it would have been fine... but we couldnt even push it cuz they're moving out of the apt there and there was cars adn trucks parked there constantly. We didnt know what to do about it and really cant afford another ticket. Luckily just before 12 the spot in front of us on the street opened up and we were able to push the car out of the "no parking" zone... actually Matt pushed I just went along for the ride.
Earlier this week we went for a tour of the hospital we will be going to... Bellvue... the woman there told us we should look into insurance for the baby now because we want to make sure its in effect before he's born or else we'll have huge hospital bills to pay... and she told us it could take months to go into effect. So this morning we went to the Social Services office to apply for Child Health Plus... we get there and they give us an application to fill out... but on the app it wants to know the name, soc sec number, birthday, etc of the applicants... well the only one who needs insurance is the baby and he doesnt even leagally have a name yet so we didnt know what to fill out... I took it bacc to the woman and asked her and she said I had to apply as well... but I already have insurance. i tried explaining that to her adn she asked when the baby was due. I told her the middle of Oct and she told us we should come bacc at the end of sept if we wanted to apply just for him. But I dont understand... nothing is going to change between now and then... he still wont have a ss #, or birthday, etc. and Im really afraid it wont be in effect in time and were gonna end up with huge bills we cant pay. It was sooooo busy in there it looked liket he DMV and they were in such a hurry Im afriad to wait til the end of Sept and risk going bacc and having them tell us then that we should have applied months ago. I dont understand... ppl keep telling us completely different things and I dont know who to listen to. I wish someone could just sit down with me and help us fill out an application and assure me its all set up and wil cover huim as soon as he's born. But theres no one to do that. No one knows anything about htis stuff... and the few ppl I have talked to have given quick conflicting answers so here I am stuck and running out of time adn I just dont know what to do. Im exhausted. I feel like all I do is sleep anymore... but when Im awake things are just so confusing it exhausts me again. ahhhhhh!!!!! I HATE not knowing what to do... and I dont know what to do about anything anymore.
Its been a long day... Im going to take a nap.
The next weekend we went down to Long Island for my aunt and uncles "house warming party" which turned out to be a surprise baby shower. It was great, lots of people, a bunch of Matts family made the trip down to be there and they got to meet my parents. It was really great and a big surprise for me. We got tons of stuff... I think we have everything we need and we still haev a gift card to use for diapers and stuff after he's born. The nursery in our apt is overflowing with baby stuff... sooo cute... so is our closet LOL.
This past Sat we went to Matts grandmas house for Christmas in July. I got to meet the rest of Matts family (theres allot of them) including his aunt adn cousins from England :). It was a good time and we got a new DVD player, which is perfect cuz my old one recently broke.
Todays Mon and its already an exhausting week. I dont know what to do about so many things and its making me just wanna quit. We're running outta time and not getting any answers. First, Matts car decided not to start Sat mornin so we couldnt take it to his parents house to get it looked at. Sun "no parking" signs went up for today from 12 - 5 and his car was stuck just inside the no parking zone. One spot further up the street adn it would have been fine... but we couldnt even push it cuz they're moving out of the apt there and there was cars adn trucks parked there constantly. We didnt know what to do about it and really cant afford another ticket. Luckily just before 12 the spot in front of us on the street opened up and we were able to push the car out of the "no parking" zone... actually Matt pushed I just went along for the ride.
Earlier this week we went for a tour of the hospital we will be going to... Bellvue... the woman there told us we should look into insurance for the baby now because we want to make sure its in effect before he's born or else we'll have huge hospital bills to pay... and she told us it could take months to go into effect. So this morning we went to the Social Services office to apply for Child Health Plus... we get there and they give us an application to fill out... but on the app it wants to know the name, soc sec number, birthday, etc of the applicants... well the only one who needs insurance is the baby and he doesnt even leagally have a name yet so we didnt know what to fill out... I took it bacc to the woman and asked her and she said I had to apply as well... but I already have insurance. i tried explaining that to her adn she asked when the baby was due. I told her the middle of Oct and she told us we should come bacc at the end of sept if we wanted to apply just for him. But I dont understand... nothing is going to change between now and then... he still wont have a ss #, or birthday, etc. and Im really afraid it wont be in effect in time and were gonna end up with huge bills we cant pay. It was sooooo busy in there it looked liket he DMV and they were in such a hurry Im afriad to wait til the end of Sept and risk going bacc and having them tell us then that we should have applied months ago. I dont understand... ppl keep telling us completely different things and I dont know who to listen to. I wish someone could just sit down with me and help us fill out an application and assure me its all set up and wil cover huim as soon as he's born. But theres no one to do that. No one knows anything about htis stuff... and the few ppl I have talked to have given quick conflicting answers so here I am stuck and running out of time adn I just dont know what to do. Im exhausted. I feel like all I do is sleep anymore... but when Im awake things are just so confusing it exhausts me again. ahhhhhh!!!!! I HATE not knowing what to do... and I dont know what to do about anything anymore.
Its been a long day... Im going to take a nap.