pukey
ok .. so not quite there but almost ...
and now sneezes..... i have a low grade fever .... and my ears are full .... so it sounds like im listening to everything through a tin can .... got a headache and my stomach feels like it is going to rebel any moment now .... and a fever blister on my lip...... plus im all itchy cause i have tiny grass cuts all over my arms from my fights with the gardens weeds and invasives
i feel not good.....
wanted to go to the boardwalk concert thing tonight ... but one it was raining on top of me not feeling well ... now if i had driven down there there prolly wouldnt have been any rain ... thats how it works ... weather is totally different a 5 min drive from where ever you are ...
anyway ... no use crying over spilled milk .... or something like that ... only ..... parts of me just wanted to get dressed up and go somewhere.... i have decided that now that i actually have a real uniform .... they are really unflattering ... on everyone .... and well i just change into pjs or lounge clothes after i get home cause well ... you know ... its what you wear around the house ... and i know i know me the one who is never seen out of jeans ... but now im even seen in those much so ... even those would be dressing up ...
just really really tired...
was gonna put my bed together tomorrow.... but thats prolly not gonna happen unless im like way better than this .... blah ...
im kinda at that delerious stage where not a lot makes sense ... and my senses are all messed up ... and im so tired i cant sleep ... and when i lay down it messes with my stomach
and now sneezes..... i have a low grade fever .... and my ears are full .... so it sounds like im listening to everything through a tin can .... got a headache and my stomach feels like it is going to rebel any moment now .... and a fever blister on my lip...... plus im all itchy cause i have tiny grass cuts all over my arms from my fights with the gardens weeds and invasives
i feel not good.....
wanted to go to the boardwalk concert thing tonight ... but one it was raining on top of me not feeling well ... now if i had driven down there there prolly wouldnt have been any rain ... thats how it works ... weather is totally different a 5 min drive from where ever you are ...
anyway ... no use crying over spilled milk .... or something like that ... only ..... parts of me just wanted to get dressed up and go somewhere.... i have decided that now that i actually have a real uniform .... they are really unflattering ... on everyone .... and well i just change into pjs or lounge clothes after i get home cause well ... you know ... its what you wear around the house ... and i know i know me the one who is never seen out of jeans ... but now im even seen in those much so ... even those would be dressing up ...
just really really tired...
was gonna put my bed together tomorrow.... but thats prolly not gonna happen unless im like way better than this .... blah ...
im kinda at that delerious stage where not a lot makes sense ... and my senses are all messed up ... and im so tired i cant sleep ... and when i lay down it messes with my stomach