Jul 17, 2007 21:25
Last night I dreamed about you
as you often tell me you hope I do
and last night in my dream
we kissed
and
it didn't feel right
or special
or sweet
- it felt like nothing
and that's when I knew
that all of your dreams of us being together
just aren't going to happen
and before that thought might have made me sad
but
I get to kiss him in real life
and it does feel nice
really, really nice
and there's kind of a distance between us
but it isn't 800 miles
and he doesn't mind making the trip
and he makes me feel so good
and he thinks it's cute that I blush all of the time
and he treats me so well
and he isn't always sad and depressed
but when he is it's for a good reason
and he has himself all figured out
SO, this isn't goodbye
it's just the end to your little fairy tale
and I'm not sorry
but I just don't know how to tell you.