Oct 21, 2008 12:56
So long time since I've updated here. Uhh... I've been extremely busy. It's rare just having time for myself. And I'm starting to merge days together. All of you probably abandoned me anyways, but oh well. I'm sorry that I just don't have time anymore.
Between character during the day and scharacter during the night, I'm just completely wiped out. Yesterday, I could've gotten another 14 hour day, but I called in. I couldn't do it. Asylum has been literally killing me. Two weekends in a row where I had trouble breathing. I was sent to First Aid Saturday and they sent me to work in Dead Inn. I felt bad, because I screwed Sarah over. >_> I should've went to work yesterday, but I just couldn't do it. I can barely walk and talk as it is... And I have way too much responsibility on my shoulders right now to deal with anything. It was bad enough that this one girl forced me to do work that I shouldn't have had to deal with. The only thing keeping me a little sane is the small amount of time to myself. I like the weeks - not the weekends, because I actually have some time. I find joy in small little things. Though today, I wanted to cheer myself up, I found a site totally bashing TSD. They were bashing everything about that show except Aiba. If they bashed Aiba, I probably would've gone insane on them.
I'd talk about work, but I just don't want to. I'm sick of the abuse from people who PAY MONEY TO GET SCARED. I mean, you pay money to be scared - STOP ATTACKING ME dammit!
So yeah... I look like I've been abused... I might be out of Asylum for good.... though, I still have the job...
<3 Trisha
scared,
overworked,
job,
theme park,
character,
work,
dead inn,
scharacter,
responsibility,
asylum,
scaring