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I need a boyfriend. More than ever, now. I hate it... It's like, I want someone to snuggle/cuddle with. I want someone to wake up for in the morning. I want someone to hold my hand, and hug, and just care about me. I wanna stand around, his arm around my waste, or holding on to me from behind, afraid to let go... I want.... someone...
And I am still going back and forth on Josh. One second I love him, the next I try to pretend I just care about him as a friend. I like him a whole lot. And I love the sensation I get from hugging him... He is so warm. I could hug him for hours. It is nearly impossible to even think about being with him though. He is going to turn 18 in a week. *SIGH* I just love 'im. I want to have something with him... but me being me and him being him... Uhhhh. Well, it just sounds wierd. Josh and Ashley. Ashley and Josh... HUH??? Mmmphhmpph. Rawr.
I spent all day with Daniel and Brinny. It was nice. We just talked a lot. He told us so much stuff that he has never told anyone before... It was kind of intense in a cool, relaxed way... If that's possible. It is so cute how much Brinny likes him. I really want them to hook up. Like, as much as I want a boyfriend. I'll just live my sex life through her. Wait... did I just say SEX LIFE??????? Yea right. Ha, what a joke that is. I dont even have a... make out life. Or a... kiss life.
SHUCK ME. SUCK ME. EAT ME RAW.
Yeah. My fucking computer keeps playing Santana, which is good, but FUCK MAN, I mean, you can only stand so much FUCKING SANTANA ON SHUFFLE!!!!!!!!FUCK!!!!!!
sorry...
Um... tomorrow should be good. Well, today was really good, but I am just ronery. Tomorrow: See Josh. Pep assembly. Shopping cart parade. Goin' to Big Dipper instead of math. Shouldn't have a lot of homework. No play practice.
You know, It is a lot easier to update when my mom has her own room instead of sleeping in the living room, which means being in there all the time. A lot easier.
I can't go to the dance, cause my mom won't lend me anymore money... Faith??? could you lend me some? er somethin'? I wanna hang out with you guys. And get some
Nevermind...
Shufflefuck. That's kinda cool, I might have to add that to my "Cool Band Names" list. HUH???
*sigh* yeah. I need cock. And by cock I mean someone to cuddle with, who happens to have a cock.
Ignore that. Well, I gotta go.
And I am still going back and forth on Josh. One second I love him, the next I try to pretend I just care about him as a friend. I like him a whole lot. And I love the sensation I get from hugging him... He is so warm. I could hug him for hours. It is nearly impossible to even think about being with him though. He is going to turn 18 in a week. *SIGH* I just love 'im. I want to have something with him... but me being me and him being him... Uhhhh. Well, it just sounds wierd. Josh and Ashley. Ashley and Josh... HUH??? Mmmphhmpph. Rawr.
I spent all day with Daniel and Brinny. It was nice. We just talked a lot. He told us so much stuff that he has never told anyone before... It was kind of intense in a cool, relaxed way... If that's possible. It is so cute how much Brinny likes him. I really want them to hook up. Like, as much as I want a boyfriend. I'll just live my sex life through her. Wait... did I just say SEX LIFE??????? Yea right. Ha, what a joke that is. I dont even have a... make out life. Or a... kiss life.
SHUCK ME. SUCK ME. EAT ME RAW.
Yeah. My fucking computer keeps playing Santana, which is good, but FUCK MAN, I mean, you can only stand so much FUCKING SANTANA ON SHUFFLE!!!!!!!!FUCK!!!!!!
sorry...
Um... tomorrow should be good. Well, today was really good, but I am just ronery. Tomorrow: See Josh. Pep assembly. Shopping cart parade. Goin' to Big Dipper instead of math. Shouldn't have a lot of homework. No play practice.
You know, It is a lot easier to update when my mom has her own room instead of sleeping in the living room, which means being in there all the time. A lot easier.
I can't go to the dance, cause my mom won't lend me anymore money... Faith??? could you lend me some? er somethin'? I wanna hang out with you guys. And get some
Nevermind...
Shufflefuck. That's kinda cool, I might have to add that to my "Cool Band Names" list. HUH???
*sigh* yeah. I need cock. And by cock I mean someone to cuddle with, who happens to have a cock.
Ignore that. Well, I gotta go.