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This is so bizarre...I can actually feel myself getting into a depressed mood. All I can do is sit here and wonder how I can avoid it. What do I do? I'm listening to Jimi Hendrix, do you think that will make it worse? My whole body is feeling tingly, like as if I'm trying to fight whatever it is that will put me in a bad mood. I know I should study, but I just want to go smoke a bowl, because I know that will make me happier. But then I think of all the consequences, of what will happen once I'm high - I won't study, I'll eat, I'll be stupid, I'll annoy people, people will annoy me, and then I'll probably want to sleep even though I don't really want to, and basically, I won't accomplish anything that I wanted to accomplish. It's so stupid. Damn it.