Loneliness Once More
I was cleaning out my other email address' inbox, when I came across some old blog entry comments, by friends - at least, I still consider them as my friends.
Eruanne...
I'm sorry if your "friends'" indifference hurt you that way. I'm sorry if I couldn't have helped you more.
I'm sorry if you were hurting inside while I was healing.
If you need someone to care, I'll be there.
If you need any more help in anything, I'll be more than willing to.
If you need me to share your pain with you, I'll gladly do so.
You may be quiet, studious, introverted or conservative, but you will never be alone or friendless. I promise you that.
For you I'll drown in the rain
Burn in the fire
Share in your pain
For it is in love that we desire
In such desire that we despair
In such despair that we cry
In our tears that we die
In such death that we are there
Once more.
Just as this verse has no meter nor true rhyme
Our friendship and unity has no time
But remember that I will be there
Always with you, everywhere.
*~*~*~*~*
*hug*
...
sorry...
...
i'm no good with words, therefore...
*hug*
*hug*
*hug*
and more *hug*
...
*blink,blink*
...
and I'm no good at Math either,but then for other things...
...
*blink,blink* Kate the bunny at your service :D *blink,blink*
...
and another *hug*.
...
~love you as a friend :D
Has it really been so long ago when I received this from him and her? Would he still be willing to keep those promises he scripted before? Does she still consider me as a friend?
And yet now, our friendship is all but dust and ashes. I wonder if they know how much I want to make things right. But conscience and heart tell me that I have to wait. Still, I can't help but ask... Is there any way to make it whole again?
"In the awful quarrel
we had, my tempur burnt
our friendship to cinders.
How can I make it whole again?
This way, that way
that time, this time,
I pick up the burnt bits,
trying to change them back."
- James Berry, My Hard Repair Job