Aug 16, 2005 20:54
is a wierd thing.
especialy when one has fantasies of being used and objectified.
at some point I should like to be destroyed, made like a rag doll and used untill I can bairly manage to breath... but only by the right person, and I fear it will take some work to get to the point where that is a realistic propisition, as one needs to be able to make it past some basic levels to get there.