... I've changed over the years... But you have to wonder for the better or for the worse?

Jan 24, 2005 09:09


          -Ahem- I regret to inform you that today will not be a poem.  No I've been wondering something for awhile now and so I'm going to talk to you about all of this stuff... Recently my friend has informed me that I've changed since I -ahem- got with my current boyfriend.  I was unaware of these changes, and she kind of brought me to my senses. Saying she can understand how I always want to hang out with him, but that when I'm around him I become ditzy.   Ditzy... -sighs- I see now what she was meaning when I'm around him my head is always in the clouds. And so to all of my friends I appolgozie.  I guess I was just so happy at being with him, I didn't realize that I was changing -ahem- and supposedly for the worse.   And so I am working on correcting this 'problem' as I like to refer to it.

-Tilts her head to the side with a sigh- However though... I appologize for anyone who has seen this and longed to tell me.  I am an adult now... and I should start acting as one.  Enough of this silly business and me being ditzy though... there are times when I truly am a blonde.  It is just my personality nothing else I can really do about that.  But... as much as I'm not sure I can change... I'm going to try.  After all I'm 18 years old... I am an adult and I've had just about enough of people treating me like a child.  My family does it, most of my freinds do it.  And so... I'm working hard to make them see... see the adult I truly am.  After all one who will be on they're own in less than 6 months should truly be treated as an adult.  Otherwise... what is there to look forward to?

I'm going to be going now... um.. I would appreciate it is someone told me what they thought thank you....

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