because you are wonderful
I knew I loved you because you were the best part of the world. You liked what I liked and you wrote the most ridiculous and wonderful fanfic in the history of fanfiction and it was filled with notes and stains and memories of goofing off in Mr Mac and Mr Barbour's classes. I thought you sparkled, that crowds parted for you, that any time you were hurt someone should hurt equally for it.
And I still think all that, years and years later. Your home feels more like a home to me than mine has in ages, I'm most comfortable when I'm near you. I've never had to worry about being nervous or having a panic attack when you're close by. You are the stars, a constant light that can never be put out by lack of moon or sun. When you cry, the sky rains down and the world screams for retribution. You are my best friend, and I love you.
desertyoukai, my older twin. I'm sorry I can't physically be there for you, I'm sorry I can't hurt the people who hurt you, but my heart is always, always with you.
And I still think all that, years and years later. Your home feels more like a home to me than mine has in ages, I'm most comfortable when I'm near you. I've never had to worry about being nervous or having a panic attack when you're close by. You are the stars, a constant light that can never be put out by lack of moon or sun. When you cry, the sky rains down and the world screams for retribution. You are my best friend, and I love you.
desertyoukai, my older twin. I'm sorry I can't physically be there for you, I'm sorry I can't hurt the people who hurt you, but my heart is always, always with you.