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nothing too knew here. just working and working and living with 6 crazy people. still only 1 bathroom. things are really crazy now. trying to finish all this scholarships stuff. if anyone knows of any scholarships i could really use the input??? please help
england is going to be amazing the more i read and find out the more excited i become. to be on my own where no one really knows me. its going to be amazing im going to have to find myself. and though i will miss my friends i really believe that this is the right direction for my life.
things with joe have been really good lately since he quit smoking he has become alot nicer and easier to live with. even if we couldnt go to the beach this weekend, its all good though. simplfying life is very hard. my doctor told me i need to simplfy and get in shape. i am really worried that i will end up with lupus and i dont want to, its not a fun thing to have. so she put me on south beach and more exercise. i am taking my sister to wheels twice a week and going to work out more. this is something i have to do for me, my parents are not all for it but i cant live this way anymore. i dont feel like me, i feel kinda lifeless. and i believe part of that is im not happy with myself on the outside, and therefore i cant be happy on the inside. all will work out in time thought im sure.
england is going to be amazing the more i read and find out the more excited i become. to be on my own where no one really knows me. its going to be amazing im going to have to find myself. and though i will miss my friends i really believe that this is the right direction for my life.
things with joe have been really good lately since he quit smoking he has become alot nicer and easier to live with. even if we couldnt go to the beach this weekend, its all good though. simplfying life is very hard. my doctor told me i need to simplfy and get in shape. i am really worried that i will end up with lupus and i dont want to, its not a fun thing to have. so she put me on south beach and more exercise. i am taking my sister to wheels twice a week and going to work out more. this is something i have to do for me, my parents are not all for it but i cant live this way anymore. i dont feel like me, i feel kinda lifeless. and i believe part of that is im not happy with myself on the outside, and therefore i cant be happy on the inside. all will work out in time thought im sure.