weekend...
It has been a pretty busy weekend and week.
Weekend started on friday. Lisa came over to see me. I didn't really want to see her. My feelings about her are mixed at best. I talk to her cuz of history and we don't really fully open up. All i can say is that she enjoyed herself while here. I was numb at best. I was totally calm and let her have fun.
After she went home. she was saddened to know that she left her purse on the train. I felt bad. IF i didn't see her. she would still have had it. Fate was on her side tho..and fate had me as a backup as usual. Her wallet and purse was found at 5 am. I was the only number that the guy could find. Feeling bad about the whole thing, I went and got it for her. I was not really pleased for not sleeping. I had my belt exam the same day, but i decided to be nice. After that i came home and tried to catch a nap before exam time. It was a small nap at best.
When i got up, showered and got to the exam. I was a lil tired, but roaring to go. I first trained the while belts a lil an a last minute chance to help them It went well for them, but the exam had mixed results. some did well. some failed bad. I was so pissed. I trained them so hard and they forgot it all...sigh..
when I tested I did ok. My lack of sleep showed, but i made it. I was a lil ticked...I slept and rested and stretched all week, and on night ruined it all.. sigh..i was so happy i passed, I was running circles around everyone. After that i went to the mall for a bit to eat, then to chinatown. I had some fun and bought the god of cookery.. a really funny movie.
when i got home. I finally got a hold of lisa to come and get her purse. She came at like midnight to get it. She was happy and hugged me. I didn't return it tho. part of wants to be touched, but by a girl i wanna be with right now, not someone who i am on shaky ground with. she knows that i have basically given up on that. I am just seeing what happens now. She drove me around in her b/f's car. I hate sports cars tho. they are so small and cramped, i really want nothing to do with them. her driving skills are ok, but i think that i will be cautious if i am in a car again.
when I finally got home. I finished watching the god of cookery and knocked out at like 3-4 am. I was soon woken by rose. She and i then went back to chinatown to have more fun. I got home at like 4-5, just to go right out the door with macho and lou. my mom was upset about that because family from pen. came to visit, and i was no where to be found. I had fun tho. I went and picked up some xmas gifts and finally made it home.
I called rabia soon after. I talked to her for a lil while and learned a lot about her. The thing is the more i talk to her, the more i like her. But she told me is in not looking for guys right now. so i gotta resect that. I still for some reason like her more and more. she seems a lil like me, but much more nice. I am actually a truly sadistic fello in my head. but i control it. after that i did laundry and knocked out.
phew..a lot to type... now to relax...fin
Weekend started on friday. Lisa came over to see me. I didn't really want to see her. My feelings about her are mixed at best. I talk to her cuz of history and we don't really fully open up. All i can say is that she enjoyed herself while here. I was numb at best. I was totally calm and let her have fun.
After she went home. she was saddened to know that she left her purse on the train. I felt bad. IF i didn't see her. she would still have had it. Fate was on her side tho..and fate had me as a backup as usual. Her wallet and purse was found at 5 am. I was the only number that the guy could find. Feeling bad about the whole thing, I went and got it for her. I was not really pleased for not sleeping. I had my belt exam the same day, but i decided to be nice. After that i came home and tried to catch a nap before exam time. It was a small nap at best.
When i got up, showered and got to the exam. I was a lil tired, but roaring to go. I first trained the while belts a lil an a last minute chance to help them It went well for them, but the exam had mixed results. some did well. some failed bad. I was so pissed. I trained them so hard and they forgot it all...sigh..
when I tested I did ok. My lack of sleep showed, but i made it. I was a lil ticked...I slept and rested and stretched all week, and on night ruined it all.. sigh..i was so happy i passed, I was running circles around everyone. After that i went to the mall for a bit to eat, then to chinatown. I had some fun and bought the god of cookery.. a really funny movie.
when i got home. I finally got a hold of lisa to come and get her purse. She came at like midnight to get it. She was happy and hugged me. I didn't return it tho. part of wants to be touched, but by a girl i wanna be with right now, not someone who i am on shaky ground with. she knows that i have basically given up on that. I am just seeing what happens now. She drove me around in her b/f's car. I hate sports cars tho. they are so small and cramped, i really want nothing to do with them. her driving skills are ok, but i think that i will be cautious if i am in a car again.
when I finally got home. I finished watching the god of cookery and knocked out at like 3-4 am. I was soon woken by rose. She and i then went back to chinatown to have more fun. I got home at like 4-5, just to go right out the door with macho and lou. my mom was upset about that because family from pen. came to visit, and i was no where to be found. I had fun tho. I went and picked up some xmas gifts and finally made it home.
I called rabia soon after. I talked to her for a lil while and learned a lot about her. The thing is the more i talk to her, the more i like her. But she told me is in not looking for guys right now. so i gotta resect that. I still for some reason like her more and more. she seems a lil like me, but much more nice. I am actually a truly sadistic fello in my head. but i control it. after that i did laundry and knocked out.
phew..a lot to type... now to relax...fin