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[winerdar]

I have to admit I hate journaling, but I know it is important and I should do it more often.  I liken it to eating healthy and exercising.  I would prefer to eat ice cream and pizza all day and sit on my couch but I know that isn't the best choice (to put it lightly).  even right now I don;t want to write about me.  I have the same issue with counseling.  it is good and I like it every time afterwards but still I unconsciously avoid it.  already I have found something for me to do instead of journaling.  until next time.

I guess what I mean is that I hate self reflection and looking inwards at myself.  I need to do it but for some reason I avoid it unintentionally.