I still thought you would save me. Even after that...

Apr 19, 2005 15:24

So I turned twenty and it was okay. Other than that, I've been rocking with violins and wondering when, if ever, I'll get the butterflies for someone again. I love "Grey's Anatomy". I've yet to determine whether this is because I can sit on the couch for a two hour stretch on sunday nights or if the show is actually interesting. So far I like the characters because they're young and whiny, except for the token douchey guy and the main character who is a tough cookie. Also, there was a significant lack of Katherine Heigl in my life before this show came along.

Ride low/ Ridin' low/ Ridin' faster

Back to the butterflies: I usually find myself falling in love with someone at least twice a year. I blame this on the biochemical nature of love. I fell in love with Natalie around this time last year. I haven't dated anyone since her, and before her I hadn't dated anyone since highschool. Do people still date? Is it still a valid social practice to "take out" a pretty lady? The problem with Natalie and I's relationship is that I was on house arrest, right? The problem was that I couldn't take her to a movie or go sit on a swing set with her to celebrate our anniversaries, right? The problem was that every time I wanted to go to her house and throw rocks at her window in the 15 minute passing time between when I was legally bound to be at either work or home, I chickened out, right? I feel so broken. I'm broken or I'm old and I don't know which is worse.
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