Rollercoaster Life.
So much going onnnnnnnnnn, fml. Picspam!!
Good stuff: my car liiiiiiiiivessssssss!; shopping; some birthdays coming up; paycheck; salsa; time spent with bf (Ron) and bff (H.)
Bad stuff: work stress; diabetes; fight with bf (Ron); not enough time spent with bff (H.)
Breakdown:
My car liiiiiiiiiivesssssssss! and I'm an idiot. Turns out the car was in gear (reverse, wtf??) which is why it wouldn't start. Duh. The thing is, in most cars, you can't even take the key out of the ignition while the car is still in gear. So how the fuck was the car in gear?? Never mind. I'd rather be a stupid girl with a car that works than a genius with a dead car! :P
Shopping: I've been spending a lot lately, but who cares, it's stuff I've always wanted and I can afford it now that I have a well decent-paying job.
Faux-leather gray jacket: the first binge (200NIS) perfectly neutral and great with just about every pair of jeans I own.
Faux-leather black motorcycle jacket: pretty cheap (100NIS) and more edgey than the gray one.
New jeans, classic denim blue: reasonable price (200) and a colour I've been wanting for years now; somehow I always end up buying colourful jeans (red, green, purple, brown, tan, white...)
Green-and-black striped lingerie: 80NIS at H&M. The bra's a bit small but I manage, and the panties are silky-satiny, Ron loves 'em XD
Purple lingerie: also H&M, 60NIS!! This is now officially the prettiest bra I own, and the sexiest panties. They're sheer (except for the actual crotch, of course) and Ron also officially loves them.
Gray fedora hat: dirt cheap, 20NIS - cheaper even that the street-market in Tel-Aviv where I usually buy these kind of hats!! Of course, wherever I go wearing any of my hats, someeveryone will always steal it and wear it themselves XD
Birthdays coming up: Ron's on the 17th. I'm taking him to a World Press Photography Exhibition, there will be an open discussion with 3 leading photographers which I think he'll enjoy very much; we'll probably have dinner somewhere nice before that, possibly even at the museum's cafe. He'll do a pub-party on the 19th, and I'll sleep over and give him the book I've bought him for his birthday - "Naked Nature", b&w nature pics and Hebrew love poems.
H.'s on the 21st. I've bought her a colourful scarf (which she will doubtlessly wear with something equally colourful and entirely clashing, lol) and made her 3 felt-flower hair-pins which I hope she'll like. I'll probably take her out to sushi on Saturday night, too.
Salsa! - I'm slowly getting back into dancing shape, I went to Tuesday!Salsa and to the Familia, the Mob's dance studio, it was really fun to dance with friends :)
Paycheck/Work stuff: I'm still at a low calls-per-hour rate, but I'm trying to get it up slowly. At least I got December's paycheck, which is why I allowed myself to go shopping :)
Diabetes: My doctor says I look great, and my sugar values are eh, okay-ish, but my A1C Hemoglobin average is kinda high, 7.8 when it should be no higher than 7.5...
Fight with Ron: god, I really don't want to talk about it, but it almost came to a break-up on the night between Thursday and Friday. He got into a bad mood and didn't want me to sleep over, but he refused to say why, what was wrong, what I did, anything. I dropped him off at home and drove away silently, planning to cry most of the way home. He called me before I left his block, came back down to the car, and we talked it out. He said some stuff about how I've been crossing lines by not getting upset when other girls throw themselves at him (wtf?? that just means that a, I trust him not to do anything with those girls, b, I trust those girls! They're our friends!) and by taking things too physically (mock-fights that cross the line into all-out real violent grappling).
The thing is, I know it's his way of showing affection - I told him, sure, of course I'd rather you stroked my arm/back and said I was beautiful instead of mock-slapping me or twisting my arm behind my back and calling me stupid. But he's the one who usually starts the mock-fights, so I just go with it... He says I've been 'going with it' too much, too far, and that I've become almost too friendly, too guy-like.
We went back and forth, I brought up the fact that he never complements me, and he also mentioned that I've been pushing him too hard about Venice. Sorry if I want to book a flight in advance, geeze...
But anyway, we talked it out and I did stay the night and it went fine. I don't remember if we had sex at night or the next morning - but anyway, Friday morning was fun, we went to the mall and he tried on a suit -- a suit!!!! - and it looked fucking hot on him, I kinda wanted to sneak into the changing booth with him and rape him a little bit. Lol.
I slept over on Friday night too, we lounged in bed and watched Doctor Who, and had pretty great morning!sex :) Now from Saturday afternoon, when I left, until Tuesday when we'll go to the photography exhibit together, I think we'll stay apart... 3 days in a row together is a but much even for us XD
*whew!*
I think that's it!
I feel so tired. And it's only Sunday..............