fuck this life

Jun 25, 2005 18:44

thats it

im becoming homosexual...wait, better than that, according to cosmo 1 in 100 people are asexul, as in not attracted to anyone... maybe that way i wouldnt blow $360 on the bottom floor of the mall within 30 minutes..maybe then i wouldnt feel skeezy because that wierd nail guy in the middle of the hall at the mall wouldnt have hit on me and made me buy that shit and ask for my phone number to meet him at envy sometime...maybe then i wouldnt have scratched the hell out of my leg in an angery thrash...maybe then i wouldnt have a dying need to leave a voice mail entitled fuck you: i wish i could take it back, i wish i hadnt been trashed for that first kiss, i wish i hadnt rambled so much, i wish i could have given just at good, i wish i could be everything you thought i was, but mostly i wish i could take back that night, because i dont want to be another girl, that next time you hook up with a girl from hollis who knows me, you have to tell not to talk to me because im pissed that you never called back, partially because it makes me sad i wasnt good enough to call back, but most of all, because i liked you enough to be pissed off like i am now...

and that my dears is what happens the day after a pms-y teenager, having a mid-early adulthood crisis, the day after a bad hangover, and worse love-gone wrong, at the beginning of a 48 hour work week, gets ahold of a LJ and no longer gives a shit that all y'all now have to read it.

--enjoy your life though..im sure someone is having worse day than us...maybe he is---
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