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I hope this year will be better than the last one....but just experiencing this new year already...well...it fucking sucks. I had the worst new years eve or new years w/e the fuck you wanna call it. I was planning on having people over..partying n shit....and planning to do this 1 thing that ive been planning on doing since the summer wich is ha;f of fukn 2005 i thought about it. Turns out that one thing got fucked over. So yeah I was pretty bummed yesturday when i found that out. Then i find out I have a lung infection and gland infection and shit. My 2nd cuz is in the hospital getting worse and worse....no ones telling me anythign but Im pretty sure its a matter of time by the way they put it. So yeah I waited n waited for people to come..jerry shows up....sic stops by for 30 min and steve stops by. Well jerry leaves out of nowhere without saying goodbye then goes home n says hes sick...meanwhile I told like 6 other people to come when fucking no one shows up at all. Then maybe about an hour after the ball drops im in the house by myself. I fucking go to sleep at 2a.m while everyones out having the greatest fukn time. In conclusion this fuckign new years sucked and it really comes to show how I have NOOOOOO FRIENDS. I really don't ...I think about it and I really am just a waste of space on this fucking planet. If I were to die today everyone would probably be like " well fucking tom died we have another reason to party"...or theyd be like "who died!..o tom...o well" and go about there fucking buisness. I look at last years new years I had the best new years of my life really it was absolutly perfect...I had a shitload of people downhere...the tom spartinos show...Drunk santa...everyone was laughing and shit...stayed up all night with people and had the greatest time. Then after that perfect new year that whole year turned to shit. So maybe if I have the shittiest new year then in return my year will be great HAAAHAHHAHHAA liek that will fucking happen. Comment if you care...OOO THATS RIGHT NO ONE CARES BECAUSE I HAVE NO FRIENDS!!