Apr 24, 2007 00:50
have you ever met someone who as soon as you know them one day you wake up and immediately regret your life in general?
that's how i feel right now
also quick side note, how come when i unwilling have to go to the hospital they fix me and i wake up, sometimes i wish i was just left alone and could just fall asleep and that's it
why is that too much to ask, and why is that so wrong to want
especially when you are so out of it that you can't really feel too much pain and you can't really remember the bad shit
to fall asleep too that and then not have to wake up to the mess that you're suppose to fake enjoying would be much better in my opinion
i dunno...maybe i'm just some crazy ole emo kid deep down or something...
it still sounds better to me though...