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life is stressfull. Nothing but chaos. this is insane. SO much! We're moving. Fencing is interesting. I was sick last week. AP classes are killing me. Work is hell. Coleman is amazing but thats a whole different story that i can't even get into. URG. Im growing up waaay to fast. Ive actually considered moving out, getting my GED and getting a full time job. Im worried about college. Certain people arent helping. I haven't really spoken to anyone recently. Just like my family and Nick, Coleman, Alex, and Danielle. Thats it. Crazy. I'm not sure if i can do this for much longer. (sigh) . I think i need to sleep.
and my computer is still down. i have to replace it. so. if anyone wants to loan me $1300 i would love you forever and pay you back within six months with interest. but erm. i doubt that any of you have that kind of money to give to me. hrm. anyways. waiting for another two weeks untill i can get a credit card then im going to get my computer. and set up so that i can make payments on it and get what i need. and i think i might get a phone as well but that is only if i get put "on scale" and i become a backup cashier and i get that small raise. (from $7.60 to $7.75... w00t) . BLAH> I HATE MONEY. i need my computer. badly.
my birthday is coming up. i dont want anyone to say happy birthday or anything. not that any one would remember anyways. this year will suck. no party. no grandparents. no cake. no friends. no coleman. nothing. i have school. fencing. school again. then work. then homework. then end of birthday. please. no one remind me when oct. 3rd comes around.
i hate this being an adult thing.
life is stressfull. Nothing but chaos. this is insane. SO much! We're moving. Fencing is interesting. I was sick last week. AP classes are killing me. Work is hell. Coleman is amazing but thats a whole different story that i can't even get into. URG. Im growing up waaay to fast. Ive actually considered moving out, getting my GED and getting a full time job. Im worried about college. Certain people arent helping. I haven't really spoken to anyone recently. Just like my family and Nick, Coleman, Alex, and Danielle. Thats it. Crazy. I'm not sure if i can do this for much longer. (sigh) . I think i need to sleep.
and my computer is still down. i have to replace it. so. if anyone wants to loan me $1300 i would love you forever and pay you back within six months with interest. but erm. i doubt that any of you have that kind of money to give to me. hrm. anyways. waiting for another two weeks untill i can get a credit card then im going to get my computer. and set up so that i can make payments on it and get what i need. and i think i might get a phone as well but that is only if i get put "on scale" and i become a backup cashier and i get that small raise. (from $7.60 to $7.75... w00t) . BLAH> I HATE MONEY. i need my computer. badly.
my birthday is coming up. i dont want anyone to say happy birthday or anything. not that any one would remember anyways. this year will suck. no party. no grandparents. no cake. no friends. no coleman. nothing. i have school. fencing. school again. then work. then homework. then end of birthday. please. no one remind me when oct. 3rd comes around.
i hate this being an adult thing.