Xmas blues
Xmas is sad working for the police, we had 4 people die today (some of old age other is in more horrible ways) and had a fatal car crash yesterday involving a 21 yr old guy yesterday. I cant help feeling a little sad... I mean I know its life we all live and die and accidents happens but these people must have been looking forward to Xmas, they may have got their girlfriend/boyfriend, brother/sister grandchildren presents etc.. which they will open after their loved ones have gone... how sad is that
My old neighbour from back in Watford, who was like my second mum, I used to go over the road to see their family when i argued with my own has been battling cancer on and off for years now, earlier this year it finally come back in her spine, a few days ago she was moved to a peace hospice and last night she took a huge turn for the worse The doctor has said that there is no chance anymore that Jenny will recover and pull through, she too weak and her body cannot go on much longer - in his opinion her departing will be up to a week or so but may also be just a matter of days. I am just dreading as a week or so away from now is Xmas I just cant imagine how terrible that could be every Xmas instead of feeling joy being reminded of sorrow and doubly reminded of your loss.
Trying to change the subject Im back in watford in a few days and I'm patiently waiting for my parcel of v. expensive fancy dermalogica skin care to arrive! also mum has bought a new treatment couch which means when I go home I can thieve her old one! yay! as it will be perfect for crystal treatments!
My old neighbour from back in Watford, who was like my second mum, I used to go over the road to see their family when i argued with my own has been battling cancer on and off for years now, earlier this year it finally come back in her spine, a few days ago she was moved to a peace hospice and last night she took a huge turn for the worse The doctor has said that there is no chance anymore that Jenny will recover and pull through, she too weak and her body cannot go on much longer - in his opinion her departing will be up to a week or so but may also be just a matter of days. I am just dreading as a week or so away from now is Xmas I just cant imagine how terrible that could be every Xmas instead of feeling joy being reminded of sorrow and doubly reminded of your loss.
Trying to change the subject Im back in watford in a few days and I'm patiently waiting for my parcel of v. expensive fancy dermalogica skin care to arrive! also mum has bought a new treatment couch which means when I go home I can thieve her old one! yay! as it will be perfect for crystal treatments!