Sep 19, 2008 09:46
Turns out while i was on attachment that my section 5 collegues have been having a discussion as to why I'm moving sections. They have got it into their head that I am only off whenever Kris is off which means that obviously I don't turn up at work not becuse I have a FUCKING migraine but becuase I cant be arsed to drive.
LOVELY
on top of that Kris sent me a shitty text saying 'you could have told me' yes this is true but I only found out the day before and secondly I wanted to tell him in person.... its not like I went behind his back for a transfer I was basically pushed off the Section and put on another one... which makes me feel oh so wanted by section 5. I told Kris I had no real choice in the matter... and now he's told me I don't have two days with my old section that a Supervisor told him I have 1 late with my old section (today) and then nights on section 3 (tomorrow)... yet another thing that supervisors havent told me to my face!
The worst bit? when i was signed off I borught up my health and said I was worried about it and will that affect stuff... my superviosr and sgt both said 'no no no, we know you arent faking it, and we know your tryign to get help so theres no worries there'. - I have one more day off with a mirgaine of death and I get a call 'Bye Emma were kicking you onto another section'
So now I'm pissed off, stuck going to work with a section who thinks i'm a lazy liar today - stuck on the busiest radio and a Friday night for 7 hours with someone who always has a go at me when I'm trying to do my best... Sitting next to a supervisor who has given me no really choice in moving sections and consequently made me piss of Kris.
I fucking cant wait....
Just please please please let me get through this one day without any arguments comments or shit... or making me cry in the toilets..... please
work,
upset,
police,
worried,
stressed,
angst