...The Ranch....
the moon has risen full and bright over the trees.. the silver light creates lacy patterns on the rocky floor of the atrium next to my room. such a strong and gusty pressure-gradient wind tonight. the wind howls through the cracks in anger and yet whispers through the trees with a sigh.. babbling of past regrets and futures yet untold.
it's been almost three weeks since i have moved out of the Alder St. house i shared with andy. he's north of town now, by himself with Storm. i am, so far, content to rent a small portion of my best friend's ranch house out river road. the solitude and just general good energy is a nice change... living with someone for ten years and then suddenly parting ways is a shock to the heart, the mind and the spirit that no one should ever have to experience.
it really is heart-wrenching and i just can't explain or define it.
still battling with my knee/hip injury from the last season of firefighting. god i love my job but it hurts alot and is sooooo demanding.
ugh 3:30am. time to flog the frothing walrus and go to bed.
*hugs*uu
it's been almost three weeks since i have moved out of the Alder St. house i shared with andy. he's north of town now, by himself with Storm. i am, so far, content to rent a small portion of my best friend's ranch house out river road. the solitude and just general good energy is a nice change... living with someone for ten years and then suddenly parting ways is a shock to the heart, the mind and the spirit that no one should ever have to experience.
it really is heart-wrenching and i just can't explain or define it.
still battling with my knee/hip injury from the last season of firefighting. god i love my job but it hurts alot and is sooooo demanding.
ugh 3:30am. time to flog the frothing walrus and go to bed.
*hugs*uu